I am past the point of having a normal life. Right now the struggle is to live. The darkness that surrounds me is profound. I have no idea what the purpose of my life is. All I know is I am tired of fighting the feeling of overwhelming sadness, the tears.. Everything seems so worthless.
If I go see the doc, she will up the meds or add new ones. Is that going to do any good for me? Do I want to be drugged so I don't feel the way I do now. Is it really a chemical imbalance of the brain ?
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